Day one of deployment I don’t really have much to say other than I didn’t expect to be so sad today. Granted this is my first deployment, however those who know me and my husband know that this is our third year of doing distance. Yes third. In a row…yay us
Yesterday we celebrated our one year anniversary. And they let me go to the gate to see him off which was really nice. Today I feel pathetic so hopefully tomorrow will be better. It could be because I am currently not busy and I do not have a job and I’m not going to school. Once I get home I’m hoping to volunteer a lot more.
Why not get a job? You ask. That’s a good question. I hate that question. I feel like people are constantly judging me because I’m not working which is so frustrating because I’ve always worked really hard and for everything I have. I’m currently not working because my husband and I are hoping that I will be able to join him in Korea within the next couple of months. Fingers crossed.
If you have any good ideas of things to do let me know I’ve tried reading but I decided to watch tv instead because giving my mind over to the evil tv was better than feeling so fragile over another human being. Wish me luck.
364 days to go 😔